.Friday, October 16, 2009 ' 5:32 PM Y
~would uiie be there for mii~
haiz....being a good person is hard...worse when u realise ur not doing a good enuf job=x...im soooo tired of it all....crap crap crap.....
~*emo rox*~™
. ' 3:36 PM Y
~would uiie be there for mii~
This is y i HATE coming back home....ARGHHHH...fuck la cant give me my own fuckin free time....
~*emo rox*~™
.Sunday, October 11, 2009 ' 6:31 PM Y
~would uiie be there for mii~
Things are falling apart...my family my relationship...everything i hold dear...alot of things might start to change in the next few years...in fact things are already changing these few years...for the worse....i dunno what the future can hold...no more plans...im very tired...i grow tired of this...
I need to grow out of this....changes has to be done
~*emo rox*~™
.Friday, October 09, 2009 ' 10:23 PM Y
~would uiie be there for mii~
I just did the dumbest dumb mistake i ever made...cant believe i couldve said dumber stuff thatn that...wth....wth seriously...shows what i really am...selfish, insensitive...stupid...
~*emo rox*~™
. ' 7:53 PM Y
~would uiie be there for mii~
ah back on my dead blog to rant abt stuff no one bothers to read xD oh well its nice to read back old memories now n then anyways, laugh at myself lol...been going thru some other ppl blogs, those few whose i do visit lol...haiz everytime see so many ppl troubled, ownself oso troubled..though mine...lol shld b not much bah...but as usual, being to more emo me, sure go think abt it until it affects me lol...this week, damn tired....dunno y...i onli din slp for one night what xD ended up tired the whole week...every break in between, slp, slp, slp...got alot of time?play psp awhile, slp....lol really damn tired...dunno is mentally or physically tired sia...probably both=xoh wellz at least i got stuff to keep my weekend busy=) thinking of going back to my tkd and/or going out for jogs/rollerblading n stuff...on a side note, bank running on major deficit...money left at end of the month DEcreases every month=x...dammit need more control
~*emo rox*~™
.Saturday, October 03, 2009 ' 5:53 PM Y
~would uiie be there for mii~
yawnz...tiring day...tiring as in im damn tired, but din really do anything but sleep lol...slept at abt 4am, woke up at 9am, 11am, 2pm,...lunchtime, went back to slp,....then juz woke up again at arnd 6-_-...physically n mentally shagged out...signs of disliking to come back home liao...not good, not good at all=x...got to hold on to my brain b4 i go nuts again...hate it how qns make me worry again...i need to find more more ways to fill up my time...i dun want free time to think....i dun want to think...i wanna rest....when will this end........
~*emo rox*~™