.Saturday, September 25, 2010 ' 11:15 PM Y
~would uiie be there for mii~
suddenly i feel that i consistently have to look for new frens that i can share my woes with...isnt there one person....one very close fren that i can really confide in all the time?haiz...isit me?have i did anything wrong to them?everyone that i thought was my closest frens...r either busy with things all the time, or just busy with their new found other half...everytime i think i found someone i can confide in....they leave....haiz...i really duno if i can really find someone i can talk to any more...i no longer have confidence in everlasting frenship...y isit that i can try so hard to keep in contact but others cant?m i not worth the effort?=x guess not....
~*emo rox*~™
.Sunday, September 19, 2010 ' 2:15 PM Y
~would uiie be there for mii~
sometimes im really jealous of u all...u have so many ppl who care abt u...who will truly ask how r u n what went wrong right after u express ur displeasures...somehow i dun see myself as having this luxury...im an attention seeker...i really crave for the attention at times...but its really hard...i really hate what im going thru...haiz...
~*emo rox*~™
.Monday, September 13, 2010 ' 12:23 AM Y
~would uiie be there for mii~
this blog is about as dead as it gets...lol...but its my own personal space to emo^^ so i shall keep it that way...hmmm things r getting confusing again...n lonely=x...sometimes i feel...there r not many ppl who i can talk to anymore...numbers r just getting lesser...i mean, sure everyone is entitled to their own lives...n as long as u r not part of it, they will leave u sooner or later...its all part of growing up....im getting more n more jealous of other ppl...i know the reason y things r like that...but i cant get over myself...but i guess...at the end of the day...its still my own fault...the one thing i held on to...might b gone...kinda makes me give up hope...everything is so short-lived...was it my fault?m i the cause of things to end so fast?n yet...........im having this craze again...was it because it nvr ended?im not sure...but its really driving me crazy...
~*emo rox*~™