.Saturday, April 07, 2012 ' 11:26 AM Y
~would uiie be there for mii~
lol last post about one year ago...this time...abit earlier...im still having vivid dreams about it...clear and detailed memories...so clear that when i wake up, i wonder to myself were those actual memories, or just dreams?so clear that it hurts...so so much...
im not satisfied...im not satisfied that things could just end like that...disappearing out of existence...
my head hurts now...thinking of all the things that screw up...my tuition, friendship, family issues,...her...i feel so lonely, coz im really starting to think of the possibility that no one will understand me as much as she did...coz...no one really understands me at all...
all i want is for someone to understand and accept the person i am...someone i dun have to wear a mask with, just let out everything...n yet still always be there for me...
~*emo rox*~™