tbh, i dont know what im heading towards... i guess part of being me really wants to b a teacher...to make a difference in someone's life...to feel significant.. i feel small, ignored, insignificant in this world...i dont intend to be someone significant to the whole world...just....noticed by people... sometimes i guess, im not pissed that i'm friendzoned...im probably not that into them either...im just, jealous...i want to be attractive to them...lol i sound like a girl now... 7.30am now...havnt slept...sometimes i wonder if i should really b clubbing...the times back home always give me too much time to think about stuff i guess it does affect me seeing people get attached n stuff...i always wonder, in what way m i not as attractive as them? y cant i improve myself to be better or just as good as them? haha sometimes i guess its really my own fault, not trying hard enough... its hard to get someone who actually thinks or at least understand my way of thinking...im...too weird lol...
;ppl who thinks they are ALWAYS right-_-
;unreasonable people(+ the above=idiots)
;frens who hurt themselves=(
;being accused(grrr...)
;not knowing about things